choko .. apa kabar ? :')

i miss you. please come back , baby..

very very mood boaster :D

ngaco.

ini nih , gini nih , semua jadi ngaco. termasuk gue , ngaco.

every now and then when im all alone , i'll be wishing that you would call me on the telephone and say that you want me back but you never do. i feel like such a fool, and there's nothing i can do, im such a fool for you.

if one day you wake up and find that your missing me, and your heart start to wonder where on this earth i can be, thinking  maybe youd come back to the place that we'd meet, and youd see me waiting for you.

frustrated by things unsaid

time out

saya lebih menikmati waktu larut malam saya dengan bekerja mengerjakan beberapa paper saya , doing auto cad / 3Dmax and stuff saat saya tidak mengantuk sama skali.
lanjuuuutttt..

work. work. work. works

pencil + sketch book + ideas + a cup of coffee .

nice.

COURAGE is when youre afraid
but you keep on moving anyway.
COURAGE is when youre in pain
but you keep on living.

-mymind

 satu kata yang terlintas di benak saya yang sangat menjatuhkan saya ketika saya mendengar orang lain menyebut saya demikian.

quirky. (aneh)

dan apabila saya berjalan di muka umum dengan bertuliskan kata "quirky" di sekujur tubuh telanjang saya dan di baca orang banyak dan seketika itu orang-orang tertawa meremehkan. mungkin rasanya seperti berjalan menopang beban yang berat namun tak nampak.

dan satu-satunya kata yang menguatkan saya adalah...

FREE.

which is the most important thing in life is a freedom. yeaa, you dont have to live up to everyone's expectation.

"you dont deserve a point of view if the only thing you see is you" 

-Paramore

proverb once said :

                              "every hellos will always be followed with goodbyes"

the matter is : i dont like the goodbyes

the solution is : be chill dont kill. its okay, every little thing is gonna be alright. because there will be a hello in every goodbye .

when we do the ballroom dance while you were sing a song "celebrate my love for you" .

sweet.

i love the way it feels when im with you.

"put me out of my fucking misery"
-LinkinPark

realita selalu menjadi hal yang lebih sulit dari yang kita pernah bayangkan . makanya kita di tuntut untuk menjadi orang kuat supaya kita bisa survive .

*do you love your boyf? do you wanna do anything to save your relationship? even there's a huge wall between you and him that you couldnt run away from them.

i do.

someone asked me, "what was the last thing that made you laugh?"

saya tersenyum dan jawab "Gerardus Randita Bramantya"

its been three days without you dan saya kangen..........

berjuang! thats the only one word , yang gue tanamkan di pikiran gue :)